So it's monday and I'm back at work. Just like all the other fine sheople of the world. The more I sit in the corporate office. The more I realize just how much I hate it...

I stopped into the chat to see how people's days are going so far, trying to escape the drag of the world. Dehk says it was a great sunrise, but of course I missed it because I was at work. The worst part if it all is every monday and wednesday I work from 8:00AM to 11:00PM. Which turns of to be many upon many oppurtunities missed. How the hell am I suppose to schedule portraits if I don't even have time for myself?

First thing I get when I get to work is, "MATT! What the hell is blah blah blah." After explaining myself and reasoning once again for the umpteenth million time, I get the approval of my boss. and of course as I turn around i think over and over in my head how nice it would be to become self sufficient, and just fucking go ballistic. "Ya know what man? FUCK OFF! You say your down with it, and all this shit, but I have news for you. You sold your soul to a horrible cause... You would rather be at work than at home with your family...."

I guess i'm just venting because everyday i'm here I hate what i've become, and who I am. again we can look at it as a stepping stone. Just doing what I have to do to get by... is that what this world needs though. a bunch of clones with low self esteem?

This is your "office hippie"
This is your "life"
This is your "perfect job"
This is your encouragement

To push yourself untill you can't fucking take it anymore, and then to push yourself more. Just to make your life play out how you want it too....

Ok i'm done

Matt (corporate dueche by day, bare foot hippie by night)